Hate...This is not me

Sunday, February 3, 2013

I hate the way we live
I hate we have to die
I hate the way you want it to be all over
And suddenly change your mind
I hate you want to hurt yourself
I hate that I have to cry
I hate I see myself somewhere deep inside your eyes
I hate that I can relate to you 
I hate that you cant see
All the good things in your life 
I hate you cant see me 
I hate when I look in the mirror
Your the person looking back
I hate that every day seems like someone will attack
I hate that I am weak
I hate that you are here
I hate that I can't change all the things I fear
I hate that I dont hate you
instead I hate myself
for im the one who can't even remember my true self
I hate I let you into my mind
I hate you let me stop living
I hate that you don't understand what all I'm expected of forgiving
I hate I dont want to talk to you
I hate its not like it use to be
I hate that you want to change me to change what you want to see
I hate you can't tell this isn't all my hate
I take your hate into myself and understand my fate
sometimes I dont understand the hate 
and still I continue to see
all the self hate deep down inside of you
is now inside of me.

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