2 Years Down....

As this day is almost over and I am finally able to compose this message that has been lingering around in my head for the past couple of days I shall start in this manner...

Two years ago today is when I was talked into starting this blog and I'm so glad that I did. It has helped me get out some things that have been on my mind over the last year. And as I have not written that much this year thus far, I still just have shit to say. But this year may just be different because it was brought to my attention that the writing that I do is meaningless. I really wish that I heard this from a stranger whereas I really wouldn't give a fuck, but, because it was from someone close to me that said it I'm really not quite sure what to feel. I love to write and express my feelings and just because it my be something that is a hitting home on a situation that other people are going thru or a reflection of my life doesn't make it invalidated. So I turned to my spoken words in my Vlog....what in the hell for....so you may be aware in my facial expressions that I really don't give a damn or the flip side of me actually caring so we will see how this goes.

Also today is yet another special milestone in my life. 5 years ago... I know I can hardly believe that its been that long....but 5 years ago I met this guy of whom pisses excellence now but then back in the day you could bet on a random rant on a "space that was not his own". I don't know what made me respond to that particular rant but It was one of those things that was right on time. And to think that after that he was literally right down the street from me. It was like sitting in a park playing someone on a mobile game and realizing that the laughs were after you pushed the send button. And to this day he is "ketchup" and I love him so much for bringing out a side of me that is now all of me! I love ya B. Wilson.