Patiently Waiting...

While I get my life together there is someone waitin patiently. Patiently for me to make decisions that I unfortunately I can't seem to make at this present time...meaning today. I love this man with my all and will carry it forever in my heart. Damnit, at this point I need to stop right here because my heart just can't process it. What is it that I really need to do as he patiently waits?