The Games that "Bitches" and "Bitches" Play...

Wednesday, February 16, 2011


First let me explain this title as it is more graphic than most things that I write. Well these days have been filled with so much drama that It's come to the point where I've lost track of names and have replaced the name and the actions with the words "Bitch". So instead of me referring to you as Jane or John it's just simply "bitch" and whatever you did was a "bitch move!" So this is what's been the issues that have been turning me into that alter ego bitch Nattie;


Listen up because I'm about to let ya'll in on the game that "Bitches" and "Bitches" play.
You already know that I'm to a point where I really need to say
Aint it funny how the one guy said that he would treat you like a queen
You know, the one who every time you was in trouble gave a shoulder to lean
He would do so much crazy shit that you couldn't believe
And even tho you knew it was gonna hurt you, you had no choice to leave
You claimed you felt my pain when I told you about the others that broke my heart
And you also claimed that you was faithful ever since the start
But now I know better and all ya'll wanna do is hit
But because of this ya'll seeing that us females are on that same shit
There's gotta be something wrong when I can't trust you in tha 'Nati
Or are these just the thoughts of me, ya girl...SinSiNattie
Cuz right now I feel like why should I get played by the "bitch" when I can be the player
And I can save all that lovey dovie shit til I'm over 40 or later
So until then why not be like young money and fuck every "bitch" in tha world
You already showed me that you don't care if you fuck your homie's girl
Apparently nobody is faithful to these relationships anyways
You played me once so now that's the skill that I demonstrate
Females be like the men and see what they can get
And remember we on that same shit now when we get done just like ya'll "who's next"
Now I'm not calling every female and every dude a "Bitch"
But if the description describe you then the description fits
And ladies just because one "bitch" broke your heart
Of that pain, the next man and every other "bitch" in the world didn't have a part
But ladies since we gonna be on that same shit and do dirt
Remember not to put your feelings on the line and get hurt
You see, that "same shit" is just a TRUST problem
We have to at some point TRUST that they are different and it wont be a problem
But this is just the game that Bitches and Bitches play
And hopefully they'll find true love.... one day.

As for me I'm on that "new shit" and that word TRUST is no longer in my vocabulary.



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Shielded...

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

From the dark corner I see your face

The beauty of your face lightens up my day
But you don't know the feelings I feel inside
I feel, you don't
But I never tried because

My shield is up but i'll let it down for you
But I won't let you throw my heart in circles
But please know that my love is for real
I never chased your love
But I'm afraid
Afraid of getting crushed to pieces
But how will I know if these walls are up?
And should they be with you?

From the dark corner I see your smile
Most beautiful thing I ever saw
The sweetness of your voice reminds me
That I believe I've chosen an angel
I feel, you don't
But I never tried because

From the dark corner I see your being
A person that is just as scared as me but won't admit
The same tension that empowers our souls
Is the same tension that will force havoc and spin us into...
Yet another dark corner to watch each other and see what move is to be made
Who has built up the strength to move about this dark corner
I feel, you don't
But I never tried because

I've followed the roads that I've traveled alone
The lonely nights that I dreamed
It just takes that one risk, that one chance
But is it only worth it to me
Or are you comfortable in that dark corner
Apparently I am wasting my time
Because I feel, you don't...

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I am...

Monday, February 7, 2011










I CAN SEE RIGHT PAST YOUR COMPLICATED MASKS
GIVE A REFINED ANSWER TO ANY QUESTION YOU ASK
RAISE 1 OR 10 CHILDREN THROUGH STRUGGLE AND STRIFE
RUN A MAJOR CORPORATION AND BE A ACCOMODATING WIFE
CONVERSE WITH THE ‘BIG-WIGS’ OR SPEAK FLO IN THE HOOD
SAY “ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIC!” OR “WASSUP, IT’S ALL GOOD!”
PUT YOU IN YOUR PLACE, WITHOUT SAYIN’ TOO MUCH
I’M AN INTELLECTUAL WOMAN,

I POSSESS THE STRENGTH OF THE STRONGEST FOUNDATION
MY VOICE SPEAKS VOLUME HEARD THROUGHOUT THE NATION
MY HANDS GRASP RESERVATION AND TURNS IT INTO HOPE
AND THESE HANDS HAVE CUT SOCIETY’S “LIMITATION ROPE”
THERE IS NO LIMIT ON THE STRENGTH THAT I CAN AND WILL POSSESS
THE DETERMINATION I HAVE/ HAD, MY COURAGE OR MY PROWESS
THE FORCE OF MY INFLUENCE CAN BE FELT WITH ONE TOUCH
I’M A STRONG WOMAN,
........SO ADDRESS ME AS SUCH

MY HEART CONTAINS LOVE IN IT’S PUREST FORM
UNCONDITIONAL, ABSOLUTE, AND EVERYDAY REBORN
MY LOVE CAN SURPASS THE MOST GRUELING OF TESTS
IT SUPPLIES ASSURANCE TO MANY WHERE THERE IS UNREST
MY LOVE BONDS, AND SHAPES, AND MOLDS, AND HOLDS
IT BEGINS FROM BIRTH, TO 10 TO 30 TO “INFINITY-YEARS-OLD”
YOU CAN EVEN FEEL THAT WITHOUT PHYSICAL TOUCH
I’M A LOVING WOMAN,

THE PASSION THAT IS SWELLING, BREWING INSIDE
RISES TO MY SURFACE, IT NEVER HIDES
WHETHER IT’S DISPLAYED WHEN I TAKE A STAND
OR WHEN IT’S SEDUCTIVELY REVEALED FOR MY MAN
IT’S INTENSITY IS UNRESTRAINED, AND UNINHIBITED
AND JUST LIKE MY STRENGTH, IT IS UNLIMITED
IT CAN BE OVERWHELMING, FOR SOME, IT’S A BIT MUCH
I’M A PASSIONATE WOMAN,

INTELLECTUAL, STRONG, LOVING, AND PASSIONATE
SOPHISTICATED, POWERFUL, AFFECTIONATE, IMMACULATE
I’M NOT YOUR BOO, YOUR GIRL, YOUR MISTRESS OR A HOE
I’M THE CENTER OF LIFE, MORE THAN YOU’LL EVER KNOW
I’M YOUR SISTER, YOUR AUNTIE, YOUR NIECE, YOUR MOTHER
AND I STAND BESIDE YOU, NOT BEHIND I AM NOT YOUR COVER
I COME IN DIFFERENT SHAPES, SHADES, AND SIZES
AND NO ONE CAN DENY ME WHEN THIS WOMAN RISES
MY STYLE IS CAPTIVATING, THANK YOU VERY MUCH
I’M A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN,

NOW I WANT TO MAKE THIS ALL VERY CLEAR THAT THE ABOVE IS ME… TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHO I STRIVE TO BE. PEOPLE ENTER YOUR LIFE AND SOMETIMES MAKE YOU TAKE A STEP BACK TO “SELF EVALUATE” WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND I DID JUST THAT. AND AFTER THIS SELF-EVALUATION I FOUND THAT THIS IS JUST WHO I AM. YES, I CAN BE OUTSPOKEN BUT I WAS ALWAYS TAUGHT TO NEVER HOLD THINGS BACK AND FOR YEARS THIS IS WHAT I DID. I WILL NO LONGER DO THIS ANYMORE. I GIVE RESPECT WHEN RESPECT IS DUE AND EXPECT IT IN RETURN. JUST THAT STRAIGHT FORWARD. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE THESE DAYS? WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO GAIN FROM THE DISRESPECT? THE RIGHT TO JUST SAY THAT I _________ DISRESPECTED A GOOD PERSON… WHAT’S YOUR ADDRESS? YOUR CONSOLATION PRIZE IS IN PROCESS AT THIS VERY MOMENT!

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