IF...

If we were together,
I'd love you more than anything.
If we were together,
I'd always want to be with you.
If we were together,
Your all I would think about.
If we were together,
Your all I would dream about.
If we were together,
Your all I would write about.
If we were together,
I wouldn't want anyone else.
If we were together,
You would rule my world.
If we were together,
You would own my heart.
If we were together,
I would try to express my love for you in every possible.
If we were together,
I'd be there whenever you need me.
If we were together,
I'd do anything for you.
But thats IF we were together.

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Mr. What If...

For those who have one, know one, or is one..

Who is Mr. “What If?”

He’s the one you once made love to

In a dream,

or in reality.

The one who slips into your thoughts

when your alone…

or with someone else.

He’s the one you yearn for,

The one you let get away.

The one whom you reminisce about past affections

The man you think of one day feeling clear reflections of his love.

He makes you laugh,

When the world’s cruelty makes you cry.

When everyone else only sees the style of your hair,

The makeup on your face,

And build of your body,

He knows your mind,

Feels your spirit,

And sees your soul

Underneath it all.

He’s the friend that’s more than a friend,

The crush,

The old flame that continues burning deeply within.

The man who you would,

if you could,but you won’t,

Cause for some reason you just can’t…

But what if???

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New Segment--This is me

I decided to start a segment titled "This is Me". Now you will not have to try and figure out if I'm writing about me or someone else or just a rant. I live an eventful life filled life with users, haters, manipulators, insecure people, inconsiderate people, insensitive people as well as people who care a lot about me.

So, to start this out the right way, I was floored to hear today when someone told me that coming out to see me was causing financial issues. WTF. At what point should I have to pay YOU to come and see ME! Exactly wtf! Why is it that YOU are so-called "stressed" but it's your own doing? I have nothing to do with this. Why am I even hearing about it. Next time let me pick you up at your house. Oh wait, can't do that exactly. Can I be the type of person that you were to me? Can I just have the "show up" mentality. When I "Show-up" you take care of everything but then I'm gonna be stressed the hell out to you about shit that dont even concern you. What a way to say "I love you". WOW! I was clueless on how this works. I'm hearing the remix to Run DMC's "Dumb Girl" song...ugh! My own fault I guess for stressing YOU the hell out. I really didnt mean no harm. I thought leading a double life was the stressful part but obviously leading a somewhat normal one stresses you out...go figure.

I'm doing something wrong....but it's gonna be alright!

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Couple of things

So, I've been playing around with the site and decided to change around a couple of things. I have added new features such as "Share" and "Reactions". There is also a search bar at the top now that you can search different segments a.k.a labels(there is current only one "funny how" but there is more to come).

Also, things have been really crazy in my life for the past couple of weeks and am sorry for not being able to get on here and post consistently but I promise that I will make conscience effort to post at least every other day.

Thanks as always as I've noticed that my Stat Counter is above 2,300. Congrats to us all!!! With your topics and my opinions we make a great team! There have been requests of a published book and I'm looking into it…again, that takes time that I don't have but I will fit it into my scheduleJ

Sinsinattie

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