Safe

My Sister Shawnna has been thru several ups and downs in her life and thru her writing is where she can release. I've noticed that she has been up a lot of sleepless nights contemplating life and her next move and I'm positive it will be in the direction that is best for her familiy and her life. So at 4:07am when most of the world is sleeping she writes....

Safe

I am safe within my four corner wall...I have no concerns and worries I haven't risked it all...My mind is telling me to fall but I still remain here safe within my 4corner wall!! Sorrounded by comfort of being inside my zone If I take a risk I might fall alone...Need I stay in these 4corners that I own.I am and will remain always safe within this wall that I own!! Everything that I try has an oppurtunity cost everyone around me has replaced someone through the years I have lost...Consequences of my actions I have lived with through my own defeats. Little battles I have won and lost surrounding me...I am safe within my 4 corner wall safe to say I haven't risked it all...Isn't a part of life living and moving toward your dream? How can I be safe within my 4 corner wall? I haven't but yet I have risked it all!! Outside of these walls that I have prepared to shut me in... At times I reach for that guided hand from my brother from my friend...sometimes when I reach out there is no one at the other end...That is when I kneel down and call on my always constant friend!! My trials are not my own my battles have been won my tribulations belong to him In these 4corners that I own... where I am and never will be standing here alone!!